I’m an owl now, my sleeping schedule is beyond recovery so now whenever I “sleep” it just feels like I’m taking a nap. Sometimes it can be for three hours, sometimes for eight, sometimes even longer. It’s not sleep to me anymore because I’m just laying there resting my body. I can remember most of dreams and it feels like I haven’t had any lately. It’s just blank, unfulfilled space within my mind.
I HATE it when I tell someone the truth , and they’re skeptical about it . It bugs the fuck out of me especially if we developed so much trust in each other , and all of a sudden , it doesn’t mean shit anymore . And especially if there’s another person behind it . Fuck that . It’s hurtful , frustrating , and aggravating . Simple as that .
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Everyone thinks I sleep a lot because I’m lazy, but that’s not the reason. When I’m asleep, nothing hurts. Nothing can hurt me.